May 23, 2004 16:10
I have this friend. I don't know what I would do without her, which has really been the only reason this past day and a half has sucked. I don't think she realizes how much I support her or have supported her through many situations this year. (I SUPPORT YOU *****......Remember) In my eyes things just got too complicated and difficult. I don't know why I think it just got down to crunch time and as it was things weren't going the way they needed to be going. With ANYTHING. But I was in the middle. Ok so I admit what I did probably wasn't what another good friend maybe even best friend would do, however I don't think that anything would have made the situation better or easier. It hurts to know that this past year could yield to us not talking as much cause of this incident. Well just for the record I still have her back. She looked like she was having fun and I hope that she is willing to talk to me cause I have oh so much to tell her. I guess I am just really sorry.