Oct 14, 2004 01:56
So I'm in bed thinking about death, and stars and the big bang and I cant sleep. Sometimes I feel like my head will just explode with all the thinking I do.
So when we die, where do our thoughts go? And..I believe in reincarnation, but will I know these are my thoughts when I'm reincarnated? Will I be typing the same thing in like 100 years? Will I think my thoughts are completly original to mine and will I be the same person in a different frame?
And then I was thinking about stars. They say that by the time the light from the star gets to us on Earth, that star is already dead. If it takes so long..maybe our time is really slow and maybe we're all dead but dont know it because of all this time stuff..maybe all the stuff that happens to us is really predetermined by fate because this has already happened? Maybe we live our lives over and over and over again and dont even realize it.
And then I was thinking about the Big Bang and living life over and over and over again. Maybe this is just supposed to be the way things are but grr. I dont know. I think I'm high on green tea.