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bad news:
I feel like I have no friends lately.
good news:
I grew a cup size.
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Sometimes when I'm walking, I like to squint my eyes and blur the images that are filtered into my brain. The lights become brighter and bigger and the lines between light and dark no longer exist. People and the lines on their faces aren't as harsh and I don't have to recognize anyone or listen to anything...all the colors and sounds blur into one and boundaries cease to exist. Smudging the vision with a slight squint of the eyes softens reality and keeps me going. Sometimes this world is just too much to deal with and sometimes I just wish I could fastforward through the monotonous parts like this.
I am aware that this post made no sense. Feel free to disregard my nonsensical babble.
I feel like I have no friends lately.
good news:
I grew a cup size.
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Sometimes when I'm walking, I like to squint my eyes and blur the images that are filtered into my brain. The lights become brighter and bigger and the lines between light and dark no longer exist. People and the lines on their faces aren't as harsh and I don't have to recognize anyone or listen to anything...all the colors and sounds blur into one and boundaries cease to exist. Smudging the vision with a slight squint of the eyes softens reality and keeps me going. Sometimes this world is just too much to deal with and sometimes I just wish I could fastforward through the monotonous parts like this.
I am aware that this post made no sense. Feel free to disregard my nonsensical babble.