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I wish I was a turbo-nerd and liked things like math and science and learning. I can find it interesting sometimes, but I can't be taught it in a school setting where its just kind of thrown at you and you're told to know it before the test. I don't like feeling rushed or forced. Course, the only way I ever get any work done is I procrastinate until a few days before the due date, then bang out something mediocre that i usually make a C or a B- on. *sigh* I used to be so awesome at school, it was easy in elementary school, I was making As left and right. I wish I was motivated, and the whole "well I need all of this shit to graduate" thing doesn't really help.....sigh.