ok, so i'm going to apply for a few more jobs right now, then i leave for work at 3:30 and i work from 4:30-8:30 =/ but at least i get $10 an hr. hopefully i'll get a full time job so i don't have to be stuck with this horrible, horrible job. my sweetpea stopped by before he went to work to give me big hugs n kisses <3 wuwhooo. god he's gorgeous! anywho.. we stopped over my cuzn's the other day and looked through pictures and she had a picture of my HIDEOUS ex. i hate even referring to him as an ex, because i can't believe i ever dated such a loser/freak/dork. ewww.
yuck. so darik sees the picture and was laughing so much because i mean, come on, look at him...he was an old-freak that had no sense of style, didn't look good, i mean, i could go on forever, but thank god that's over with. i shouldn't have felt so guilty, and just been honest with myself..he "loved" me so outta pure sorriness(if that's a word) i said i did too. actually, i jus felt bad because i didn't love him, or really like him. but hey, at least he bought me some good shit.
butttttt- now i'm happy. truly happy. i'm with someone i love and loves me <3 <3 <3 yey, i can't wait to move!!! a few more weeks here and i'll be out! party time at britt's place. well, i'm outta here for now.
ohhh but wait..one thing about livejournal communities things that i think is hilarious..the fat girls that are in them, you'd never know they were fat because they only take pictures of their face with a ton of make-up on and their hair done all pretty, (seriously, this is for real) you never see their body, but yet they all get accepted in these rating communities..not to say their not pretty, but COME ON, THEIR FAT! haha. take a picture of yer freakin body too instead of just yer face..here's a funny example. i don't have anything against this person, but her bf is a total faggot, so i thought i'd show what i mean, since this is a perfect example of "reality vs. livejournal pictures."
ok, take one..livejournal picture
now..the real thing..one, two, ready, go
that's exactly what i mean...you'd never guess it was the same person ya know...it's like..that's what she looks like in reality...the other is just a face shot with tons of makeup and shit (probably photo-shopped as well)...ya get the point.