01-01-'10
Today is 01-01-'10. A fresh new start of a fresh new year. I'm morally against "goeie voornemens", because I think changing something for the sake of a new year is FOR THE WEAK OF MIND! But it doesn't hurt to have goals, right?
Ahem, right.
First and foremost, I will be a better friend. I will invest more in my old friendships (JC, Irene, Diana, Fernanda, in random order, you are my love.) and make a true, honest effort to make new friendships work (Neal, Kiki. You matter.). I will listen to them. I will listens to their problems and worries with patience and understanding. I will make sure my friends know that my life would be hollow without them and in return, do everything to make their life easier. Brighter. Happy. I will not stick my nose where it doesn't belong and only give advice when asked.
Because my darlings, you make my life worth living. =3
And you do that just by being yourselves.
Secondly, I will stop being a whiny, little bitch. I'll stop complaining about my job. I'll stop letting it get to me. I'll stop bothering the world with my anger and frustration. In fact, I'll stop letting myself get angry and frustrated; My skin will turn to ice, everything will slide off my shoulders.
Because it's not worth the drama. I'm too young to be bitter.
At last, I will be a better me. I will truly accept the imperfect person that I am. I will accept that I can't do everything right the first time. That my body isn't perfect and that it'll never be either. That I'm sick. That I can't change the world and it's okay. I will stop being a brat and stop correcting people. It's annoying as hell.
But most of all, I will stay alive until next year.
Ahem, right.
First and foremost, I will be a better friend. I will invest more in my old friendships (JC, Irene, Diana, Fernanda, in random order, you are my love.) and make a true, honest effort to make new friendships work (Neal, Kiki. You matter.). I will listen to them. I will listens to their problems and worries with patience and understanding. I will make sure my friends know that my life would be hollow without them and in return, do everything to make their life easier. Brighter. Happy. I will not stick my nose where it doesn't belong and only give advice when asked.
Because my darlings, you make my life worth living. =3
And you do that just by being yourselves.
Secondly, I will stop being a whiny, little bitch. I'll stop complaining about my job. I'll stop letting it get to me. I'll stop bothering the world with my anger and frustration. In fact, I'll stop letting myself get angry and frustrated; My skin will turn to ice, everything will slide off my shoulders.
Because it's not worth the drama. I'm too young to be bitter.
At last, I will be a better me. I will truly accept the imperfect person that I am. I will accept that I can't do everything right the first time. That my body isn't perfect and that it'll never be either. That I'm sick. That I can't change the world and it's okay. I will stop being a brat and stop correcting people. It's annoying as hell.
But most of all, I will stay alive until next year.