not quite sure at this point

[unoimgaby]

i feel kind of funny
i feel kind of gone
i feel kind of unattached to the world
like im watching it all go by and its leaving me behind
and i dont even know why im feeling like this
nothing is lacking in my life, but i guess its human nature hmm?
never satisfied always looking for something greater, something better than what we have
owell.
i feel like writing and drawing
i feel like writing the most profound thoughts onto a peice of paper
but i cant.
i feel like crying and screaming and shouting at someone
but im gaby i dont do that.
im laid back and happy.yea.
i dont know why im writing my lame sad stupid thought in here either. because im lame. owell but i need to put it somewhere until tomorrow comes and im all better. all gaby again.
i feel like cutting my hair
but i feel like growing it out at the same time
fuck. i just feel like having someone to hold and kiss and know that every things ok
someone to talk to and be comfortable with
someone to trust. but who can trust anyone now days.
we're all fucking hypocrites.
bye.