Feb 01, 2009 21:16
Have you ever felt like crying while gazing at an object of sheer beauty? Whenever I try to imagine my future, I feel that way. As if my heart would burst of the longing that my hands and arms are too limp and weak to fulfill. Still I dream and yearn for so many things... so many steps I want to make, so many roads I wish to follow, explore places more remote, darker, where the stars rise in their numbers and shine strong.
Is that a sadness? It can't be, for once I was told that to live is to aspire, and whole heartedly did I agree.
I know every emotion related to the starlust, each arrest spawned by fear, every wavering of passion, the despairing for a muse, and the musing for solitude... the struggle of forming your expression, the tentativeness of exposing it to the world.
So fragile is the light, and so infuriatingly unintelligible and distant.