Jan 03, 2005 14:38
This is weird place a very open place ..A place where anyone can read and criticize my life... Sometimes I offen find myself searchin the net for something not sure what just anything ...There is something missing from my life and I can't seem to find it so I rely on the net to bring it to me...I have recently found myself alone and aboned by everyone and everything I know..The internet has been like a safe haven for me ..When something bad happens to me I turn to a Friend from the net..But is this friend really an friend or just words on a screen? If this friend was not here for me to vent on what would I do just sit here starrin at a blank screen....I've been all around the world, I met and seen many people and new things,I've had things many people only wish to have ...I have done things people my age have to safe a life time to do..But let me say what i truely never got to find and search and study is LOVE(AKA HEART ACHE)? People always assume the money buys happiness ....But let me tell you that only last a short time...The money is never ending but there is only so much one can do ...They think if the money is there then they will find true love but is does not happen that way my friends trust me...WHat happens when you fall in Love with that one person who you can never be with but can addore forever more?? The part that hurts the most is when you know the person that you're in love with is already happy and always will be.. Well let me go read about someone elses life I will write more later....