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once again......everythings a mess
i now hide out in my room all depressed all the time
this isn't fun, isn't fun at all
i don't feel like going newhere
i don't feel like doing nething
i just feel like sleeping and doing nothing
unfortunately i have to go to school and work though
even though i either leave early or go in late every day
i'm seriously sick of everyone and everything
not really everyone.....just family as of now and some certain people...but i suppose that's how life is
these are the times i wish i was closer to some people and could continue talking to them like i always used too
i need a friend, a best friend
not anyone in particular, just someone that will listen
i need advice
not advice on things i'll come out and say
i want a friend that will know what advice i'll need without me having to tell them anything
but that's just a silly little thing to say, because i know it isn't going to happen.
i wish i was cured
i wish i could say things are good and actually mean it
i wish i wasn't pooring my heart out right now on the stupid journal for everyone to read, but whatever
i want my father to be in my life
i want my clancey family to be in my life
i want to stop fighting with my parents
i want my parents to stop fighting
i want everyone to be happy and everything to be solved
i want my grandpa alive again
i want many things, i'm very selfish
and i have a bad attitude
and i'm greedy
and i don't deserve half the things i own
THINGS NEED TO CHANGE AND TO BE DIFFERENT
this is too upseting to handle anymore
goodbye.
i now hide out in my room all depressed all the time
this isn't fun, isn't fun at all
i don't feel like going newhere
i don't feel like doing nething
i just feel like sleeping and doing nothing
unfortunately i have to go to school and work though
even though i either leave early or go in late every day
i'm seriously sick of everyone and everything
not really everyone.....just family as of now and some certain people...but i suppose that's how life is
these are the times i wish i was closer to some people and could continue talking to them like i always used too
i need a friend, a best friend
not anyone in particular, just someone that will listen
i need advice
not advice on things i'll come out and say
i want a friend that will know what advice i'll need without me having to tell them anything
but that's just a silly little thing to say, because i know it isn't going to happen.
i wish i was cured
i wish i could say things are good and actually mean it
i wish i wasn't pooring my heart out right now on the stupid journal for everyone to read, but whatever
i want my father to be in my life
i want my clancey family to be in my life
i want to stop fighting with my parents
i want my parents to stop fighting
i want everyone to be happy and everything to be solved
i want my grandpa alive again
i want many things, i'm very selfish
and i have a bad attitude
and i'm greedy
and i don't deserve half the things i own
THINGS NEED TO CHANGE AND TO BE DIFFERENT
this is too upseting to handle anymore
goodbye.