The Breakdown
Well, the first week of spring quarter went so well, it was to be expected that it'd fall apart big time. Wudi and I got in a huge fight yesterday. I'm at work at the law office so I'm not even going to try to explain, but basically it ends with the fact that he had his little friend hang up on me (who he made me talk to, despite having just been ripping me for doing dramatic, embarassing, immature things... way to sink to my level, I guess) but I even decided to just say fuck it and be okay with the fact that he let his fucking FRIEND hang up on me and not call me back... but then he didn't call me back AT ALL last night, not even to let me know he got home, or anything! I was going to try to forget about it, but fuck him. I have to sit here now and worry about what the fuck he did last night or is doing or if he's okay. He just ruined what could've been the best quarter ever.
But worse than that, he just ruined Athens for me. Athens was MY place. Where I could escape from all the people and pressures of home, and concentrate on the pressures of school. And now in four short days, I already feel uncomfortable about how this is all going to work and I feel like I lost my safe haven. Fucking great.
At this point, I really don't know what to think. But if he actually went to that fucking party and didn't even fucking call me, he better have big, big plans to make it up to me.
But worse than that, he just ruined Athens for me. Athens was MY place. Where I could escape from all the people and pressures of home, and concentrate on the pressures of school. And now in four short days, I already feel uncomfortable about how this is all going to work and I feel like I lost my safe haven. Fucking great.
At this point, I really don't know what to think. But if he actually went to that fucking party and didn't even fucking call me, he better have big, big plans to make it up to me.