yah you are beautiful, but you don't mean a thing to me
hmm so you know how I said that my little scope procedure was thursday.. well scratch that. it was today. This morning I woke up and I was super stressed out, and I mean I was last night too, I was just rambling on the phone with Rhoads last night about how I was so stressed and I can't handle all of this shit. just ack. so my mom called and it was for 12:30 today. my first time to have an IV, I thought it was gunna hurt 10 times worse. but it was ok. but blah when the gave me the medicine everything started spinning and I got super light headed and tingley. it was crazy and I wouldn't go to sleep. then I woke up to my mom talking to me, don't remember much. my mom said I was talking and making so sence at all. and I was trying to scratch my nose and I like poked my eye. then I went and got my blood drawn..? I don't really remember that. Lol. I remember looking at the blood and going, "Wow, is that all mine" and the black woman going yes. I was like totally out of it. talked to Lizz on the phone when I got home and I BARELY remember that, like I dont remember what we talked about, I just remember talking to her. now I'm still a little dizy and light headed, its so weird.
haha, last night I sang Rhoads down by the bay, Lol. and he said that he was singing it all day cause I sang it to him. I love that boy, who would of guessed me and him. I bet you wouldn't have, I sure no I wouldn't of. a year ago I thought of him as that guy in Justin and Jhad's little band. and this summer I thought he was such an ass. then I come home to find out he thought I was 'hot', then just kinda started talking to him, then BAM, huge part of my life. and I like to think of myself as pretty lucky. :]
I'm soooo dredding all that damn make-up work I'm gunna have. like I really am. one reason why I am stressing. like big time. I hate school, it just makes everything worse. I mean when I get stressed I get stomach aches, on top of the ones I already have equals not good-whatever.
spring break is coming up, I can't wait.. not. I will most likely not being doing SHIT. sitting at home on my ass, cause I doubt my mom will let me do anything. oh well I'll survive I guess. :\
leave you with some lyrics..
Lately I've been thinking so strangely about the clouds
and how they seem to slowly fade away, yeah...
Maybe some day we will find a way to disappear.
Just me and you on silver lining dreams.
Ohh how could i survive without your love
and the hope you bring.
Ohh even when the sky is falling down, i know i have you, and it's all i need.
Lately i've been hoping you can stay with me
And i could hold you close til the end of time...yeah.
Maybe someday we will grab some change and run away
but for now i'll learn to say goodbye
Ohh how could i survive without your love
and the hope you bring.
Ohh even when the world is breaking down, i know i have you, and it's all i need.
ohh she is my everything...
ohh she is all i need.
Ohh she is my everything...
ohh she is all i need.
Ohh how could i survive without your love
and the hope you bring.
Ohh even when the world just falls apart, i know i have you, and it's all i need.
<3
haha, last night I sang Rhoads down by the bay, Lol. and he said that he was singing it all day cause I sang it to him. I love that boy, who would of guessed me and him. I bet you wouldn't have, I sure no I wouldn't of. a year ago I thought of him as that guy in Justin and Jhad's little band. and this summer I thought he was such an ass. then I come home to find out he thought I was 'hot', then just kinda started talking to him, then BAM, huge part of my life. and I like to think of myself as pretty lucky. :]
I'm soooo dredding all that damn make-up work I'm gunna have. like I really am. one reason why I am stressing. like big time. I hate school, it just makes everything worse. I mean when I get stressed I get stomach aches, on top of the ones I already have equals not good-whatever.
spring break is coming up, I can't wait.. not. I will most likely not being doing SHIT. sitting at home on my ass, cause I doubt my mom will let me do anything. oh well I'll survive I guess. :\
leave you with some lyrics..
Lately I've been thinking so strangely about the clouds
and how they seem to slowly fade away, yeah...
Maybe some day we will find a way to disappear.
Just me and you on silver lining dreams.
Ohh how could i survive without your love
and the hope you bring.
Ohh even when the sky is falling down, i know i have you, and it's all i need.
Lately i've been hoping you can stay with me
And i could hold you close til the end of time...yeah.
Maybe someday we will grab some change and run away
but for now i'll learn to say goodbye
Ohh how could i survive without your love
and the hope you bring.
Ohh even when the world is breaking down, i know i have you, and it's all i need.
ohh she is my everything...
ohh she is all i need.
Ohh she is my everything...
ohh she is all i need.
Ohh how could i survive without your love
and the hope you bring.
Ohh even when the world just falls apart, i know i have you, and it's all i need.
<3