Feb 05, 2005 02:30
when a glance back can be seen as a step forward, a look with eyes open is a look blocked by the borders in your head. the love of lust remains uttuerly untold in the bound books and attraction of someone new. searching for a silhoutte and settling for what you get. Its know you want this, but the past attempts know more than you know. It crashes slowly, finds its way home, runs somewhere, unsure of everything. Hoping that luck will strike. roll the dice and close your eyes. confuse by others. im not the kindto kid myself more. in sorting clouded issues, prioritizing this. Lost more than blood, more than time and more than sleep. my heart is failing my mind is ailing for a sing of relief. it lies where i turn and say goodbye, for the last time. for this last time.
*Nice guy finish last*
**Breaking hearts was never meant to be in a nice guys agenda**
***WHen i cant control the heat of my body, water is of a high need, and i dream every time i blink, a feeling only described as a horrible experience turned out one that changed my point of view, forever.***
♥Marcos