May 12, 2004 00:02
The balance: perception that one feels equal, nuetral, a natural unobscured feeling or state... often produced by a mental figment. attack : (example)... if i were a mean person, and had a nice person as my friend, it would not create a balance. If i was fake, and was friends with a very un-fake person, that does not balance me out. creating friendships through lust for ones qualities. memorandum. forward.
I think im gonna write a novel. not quite a novel, but a type of observation on people. an untrained psycho-analyst report. its gonna be one of those books that is too complex to get becuz of the made-up words. one of those books where if you knew more about the person, you would understand. OR i want to write a book, based on ONE theme, where the story line is a metaphor with smaller metaphors as conflicts...but i dont know where to start. maybe there shouldnt be an beggining? hm, good idea. i should take my own advice.
dont ya just love metaphors? i do. i love how indirect yet vivid they are at expressing feelings. often times people dont comprehend metaphors, but its also easily seen why. You have to express emotion to understand it. it wont work any other way. And i hold true to that statement.
the music that started it all...EMO (in the form of lyrics) cant top that shit can ya!? NE WAY. scatter brained new must go now. impulsive should be more open. 24 a day shoul be the new policy. Maybe ill consider it.
*dont worry i wont forget the asterisks-things*
**Thats right, wither away**
***ill spell it out in front of you so then maybe you get it***
♥winds of change were never this quiet♥
♥Marcos♥