Jan 19, 2009 19:18
I haven't posted in a while. I've meant to. I've thought up what I wanted to write a number of times, I just never got around to it. So, this semester, so far...
I'm taking 5 classes right now. There are a bunch of reasons for it, but to be completely honest I'm not even sure exactly why I'm doing it. It's a bit of a shock. I went from only taking 2 classes, which were both gen ed to taking 5 classes. I feel like I'm class all the time. not cool. But it should be ok, I can always drop one (which I think is probably my biggest reason for taking 5).
I sent in my denmark application. I really want to go to denmark. And I rationally know that the positions are very competitive and there is a very high chance that I won't get the internship, but I can't help planning out my life as if I already got it. It's the part of my brain that still thinks that I'm gonna fall in love with some rich prince from an obscure country and we're gonna get married and I'm going to spend the rest of my days as a princess. I know it's not going to happen, but sometimes you just have this childish hope that your wildest dreams just might come true. Apart from the fact that when I don't get the internship I'm going to be heartbroken, it is hard to motivate myself to look for jobs when half of me thinks that I already have next year wrapped up already. I find out in April, it's gonna be long few months.
The cold hasn't been getting to me like I thought it would. The first day I was walking around I couldn't figure out why people were looking at me. It took about 10 minutes for me to realize that it was 14 degrees and I was wearing a frilly skirt and pink flipflops and some people might just find this a little odd. In the mean time I've had a lot of people actually comment to me, which is kind of annoying since they are usually behind me and i have my ipod on. Hopefully most people on campus will get used to me soon and I can stop being the circus freak in inappropriate footwear.
I've been rewatching alias. I forgot how bad the end of the third season is. It's painful.