The calm after the storm

[unmotivated8]

 Last night was hell and so was the night before. I got so worked up over everything I have to do and I couldn't calm down. I was feeling so overwhelmed by school and getting ready for India. I was also feeling completely alone again. My two best friends, Jake and Talia, who I usually hang out with have been doing everything together, just the two

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[ana_forever_xo]

*hugs* I always seem to miss you online! I'm sorry I wasn't around to be any help :(

[unmotivated8]

It's alright. I survived and I'm having a better day today. How are you??

[ana_forever_xo]

Man such a long story. You that girl I was telling you about? We were pretty much together for a while, we broke up a couple of days ago, it was rough. It's just I'm so stupidly happy with Kiran atm and I was only ever curious I just felt so lousy about the whole thing, how I was treating him, and also about her because she was in love with me and I obviously couldn't be a proper gf to her... too long to get into here, I'll be ok though, I usually am in the end :]

You really need to get skype then I could tell you all about it! Sly, make it happen girl! :p

[unmotivated8]

Awh :( I'm sorry, luv. It sounded like y'all were having fun, but if you're still really in love with Kiran then it's good you two broke it off. It sucks that she was so attached though [but how could she help getting attached to you ;)] You'll definitely need to fill me in. What time would work for you to get on skype? I'm good around....6 pm my time? Is that 1 am your time? Maybe we can try another time since that's pretty late for you. And what is your username? Mine is bonniebonnieross

<3 <3 <3

[ana_forever_xo]

No I'm always awake at 1am, that would be perfect! I'm going to London to stay with Kiran for a copuple of days as its half term and he has to get up for work in the morning so I don't want to keep him up late but the moment I'm back I will let you know! :D Gah, so excited, it'll be awesome :]

I'll be free during the day my time though so you could always FB message me to wake me up (I always sleep late :p) then I'll come online if you're up late for whatever reason :]

[unmotivated8]

That sounds like a great plan :)

I talked to my program director to get my plans to travel and see you approved and she approved them!! I just need some contact info from you in case they have to get in touch with you if there's an emergency.

And what do you think about me flying into London and then we could take the train over to Paris for a day or two? If I fly straight to London I can fly with another friend who's coming to London to visit her aunt. Just let me know :)

xoxoxo

[ana_forever_xo]

Yeah sounds good, just let me know when so I can book my Eurostar tickets too :) though to be honest we don't need to worry about train tickets till the summer.

Tell me what contact details you need and I'll message them to you :] If your friend is in london visiting her aunt maybe she could come along with us for some of the site seing? It might be nice :]

[unmotivated8]

I'll find out the contact info I'll need and get back to you. I'll do the same with the dates. My friend said her plans have changed? I don't know what they are now, but I'll find out tomorrow.