AHHH

[unmortalsoul666]

Dude my mom is like on fucking drugs,she said that she thought she was going to let me go home.. but she cant.. because they said if i came back the'd take me away anyways.. to like juvy or a foster home.. and my paroll officer said i cant make any calls to my friends.only family.! and i can talk online to them,but no phone..Right when i fell in love! why dose this always seem to happen to me! one day im going to learn not to love.. but just to like.:( it makes me sad because im deeply in love with this girl,* Kelli* and id like give up the world to be with her... but i cant:( and i dont know how im going to tell her.. because shes online but away.. and she prolly on drugs.. so that wont help.. while i sit here sober.. Crellin went home yesterday becasue hes going with heather to her grandmas birthday party and shit..And its worse here being by yourself.. and shit.. and they also said that no one can vist me untill i get off probation, thats in 5 months! dude im going to totaly fucking die! No one understands! I have Love,Friends,and Family back at home that i love dearly! and i just dont want to give that up!, but what choice do i have?

I have to go... Grandpaw wants on..

I love you kelli.. never give up on me!:(