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[unmissed]

well the weekend could have been a lot better, i got to do some new things, but besides that it was pretty gay. I am really depressed right now and i would give anything not to be. I miss james i have not talked to him in forever. I got to talk to Matt though, he called me a couple times. Nice to hear from him. He said (to brooke) he did not know why his mom did not put him on the phone when i called. My dad is going to take me shoping next weekend sometime. But i hope he does not think that he is going to take me friday because that will not go down to well. I am soooooo goddamn tired, but i can't sleep. I would really like to talk to someone on the fucking phone, like my boyfriend foe instance. I got to hang out with Brian today, that was pretty cool. I am probubly going to see him sometime tomarrow unless james decides to get a hold of me. Which i doubt, i don't know maybe i am just too fucking paranoid. I just am so prown to being hurt. I do not want to be hurt again. Chris is really depressed, i feel bad, i wish there was something i could do. It is too mother fucking hot in this goddamn house my window is coming open mother fuckers. I think i might die from over heating, i got my aim to work finnally. But i can't see people's away messages nor profiles, go figure. Welp, there is nothing more to type, so peace out peeps.

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