One sentence fic 2014 #3
Fujigaya/Yokoo, Miyata/Tamamori, Nikaido/Senga (Kis-My-Ft2)
390 words (total), G~PG-13
Fujigaya has to watch himself all the time; he usually says exactly what he wants, but can't let himself be too honest with Yokoo, can't say too much, can't let him know.
Miyata knows he's obvious, that's what he wants to be, feelings returned or not; which is why it surprises him the first time Tamamori closes in on him instead of the other way around, and that is also the first time they kiss.
And even though Senga is right there in front of him, arms wrapped around Nikaido as they hug tight, he feels so heartbreakingly distant.
When Fujigaya looks at Yokoo again, he realizes that for the first time, finally, he has found someone he wants to spend his entire life with.
When the others talk about that one cute actress and how they wouldn't mind waking up to that face in the morning, Fujigaya just goes along and agrees with a smile; on the inside his heart feels heavy, because it's a lie, because the only one he wants by his side as he sleeps is his best friend, and he has no idea.
Sometimes people ask Senga how he can stand Nikaido's stupidness in the long run; he always gets startled, because he doesn't think of it ever, and in the end he just assumes that it's because he loves Nikaido so much that he doesn't even think of it.
Fujigaya wants to be shoved at, pulled at, get tied up and teased, get told to suck and do it good, get cut with knives, get bossed around with; but none of his partners can satisfy him, because "he's too pretty and too nice to do something like that to".
So many times, Fujigaya types out those three words at the end of his text message, and so many times, he deletes them again before he sends it off to Yokoo.
They are best friends, and that's exactly why Fujigaya can't show all of his feelings openly the way he wants to; it wouldn't be fair to Yokoo, who has no feelings to return with, who knows about it all, who doesn't want to lose him as a friend.
There's a constant longing in Nikaido's heart; a longing to be with Senga, to be his, to be allowed to love him the way he does.