Full of Surprises
First surprise: getting confronted at work about how I'm unhappy. That was unexpected and of course I didn't give a completely honest reply, in part because I didn't even know what to say. I'm not 100% sure why I'm unhappy. there are a few reasons yes, but aside from maybe $$ there was nothing really major that I could think of that wasn't partially my own fault. So that did NOT go well. But I think that this weekend, I'm going to sit down Sunday night with Dan and relaly write things down so I have something to work with. I HATE HTAE HAAAATE being put in the spotlight; I'm like a deer caught in headlights. I just cannot think and I just absolutely hate it in general. So I'm not looking forward to talking to them next week about stuff even if I am more prepared...
A more pleasant surprise is that there is now a 24-hr Starbucks in Sac. Ok so i found this out last week but it's still really neat. I like the option of being available even though I am not a huge Starbucks nut. It's more that it's useful for when I'm driving to the Bay (or I'm with Dan) because it's usually late at night. We've already had one occasion where we didn't get much needed Starbucks due to it being so late.
Another pleasant surprise is that while I'm posting this Saturday afternoon, I actually wrote this at 4:30am Saturday. I have actually been up and I didn't get much in the way of sleep last night. GASP! I have to say I'm pretty wide awake and could stay up all night really. I'm really motivated and am being so productive. I miss this feeling. I miss being able to do this. In part because I haven't been super motivated or inspired but also because I haven't had the time. It is such a wonderful feeling.
What am I being productive with? ART! FAnart! A print for Fanime! Yup, so I'm working on my Death Note fanart. It's not awesome but I like it well enough. I dont' know how it'll compete against the other Death Note fanart but whatever. At least it's something new and more recent than Kenshin, lol. It's just a sketch thus far.
You can go here I don't recommend zooming in because it's really massive...
The angel chick will be a statue - all stone (err if I learn how to do it right) except for the apple and the blood tears. Nice and cheesy, no? And yeah I gotta work on Kira and L. They're harder than they look.. and I haven't drawn in forever. It's certainly not the best fanart but as long as no one else has done it I'm ok with it.
And again, if anyone else has joined the madness, I'm on Twitter now as Terraforever.
A more pleasant surprise is that there is now a 24-hr Starbucks in Sac. Ok so i found this out last week but it's still really neat. I like the option of being available even though I am not a huge Starbucks nut. It's more that it's useful for when I'm driving to the Bay (or I'm with Dan) because it's usually late at night. We've already had one occasion where we didn't get much needed Starbucks due to it being so late.
Another pleasant surprise is that while I'm posting this Saturday afternoon, I actually wrote this at 4:30am Saturday. I have actually been up and I didn't get much in the way of sleep last night. GASP! I have to say I'm pretty wide awake and could stay up all night really. I'm really motivated and am being so productive. I miss this feeling. I miss being able to do this. In part because I haven't been super motivated or inspired but also because I haven't had the time. It is such a wonderful feeling.
What am I being productive with? ART! FAnart! A print for Fanime! Yup, so I'm working on my Death Note fanart. It's not awesome but I like it well enough. I dont' know how it'll compete against the other Death Note fanart but whatever. At least it's something new and more recent than Kenshin, lol. It's just a sketch thus far.
You can go here I don't recommend zooming in because it's really massive...
The angel chick will be a statue - all stone (err if I learn how to do it right) except for the apple and the blood tears. Nice and cheesy, no? And yeah I gotta work on Kira and L. They're harder than they look.. and I haven't drawn in forever. It's certainly not the best fanart but as long as no one else has done it I'm ok with it.
And again, if anyone else has joined the madness, I'm on Twitter now as Terraforever.