summer
it's finally summer and it has been going really well so far.
i love that i have exactly who i need in my life finally.
after 4 years of highschool and one year of college down i have the best friends i could ask for. i don't fight with them, they don't fight with me.... we're just good.
nothing in my life would have worked out this year without them. i more than love those people and they know who they are.
in other news. i'm pretty much grown up. my birthday's next sunday and i'll be 19 and that's pretty wierd. it's also wierd that i'm even writing in this thing seeing as i never do. although, more recently i've been noticing how much trouble i have getting what i want to say across to the person i want to say it too. that's a general statement... not directed towards a specific individual. true though. i shut down when i'm upset or mad and just don't talk... and when i try to get involved in a conversation that is even slightly confrontational i'll either sound like an uneducated retard or repeat myself and trip over my words. it's stupid. i need to fix that lol.
during the next two days i have 2 graduation parties.... and sunday i am literally going to sleep all day because i'll be more than tired by then. and monday, i'm leaving for florida for the week. i'm pretty happy to go there surprisingly. i really do need some kind of relaxtion back in my life... an escape if anything.. just to recooperate from a hell of a year.
and lastly, dani needs surgery! oh god. i've never had anything even slightly considered a surgery unless you consider my birth in that category. the closest was probably the MRI on my shoulder (which wasnt exactly fun).
i get strep or tonsilitus much too often. so the doctor said i need my tonsils removed and my adenoids? (yeah i didn't know they existed either)... and also i'll be getting two incisions behind my ears, (but inside my throat) to drain fluid. yea, it sounds really inviting and sexy but it needs to be done. so july 12th come visit me in the hospital hahahahah. :-\
and in conclusion, i pretty much don't like anyone. :)
have an amazing summer kids.
<3
i love that i have exactly who i need in my life finally.
after 4 years of highschool and one year of college down i have the best friends i could ask for. i don't fight with them, they don't fight with me.... we're just good.
nothing in my life would have worked out this year without them. i more than love those people and they know who they are.
in other news. i'm pretty much grown up. my birthday's next sunday and i'll be 19 and that's pretty wierd. it's also wierd that i'm even writing in this thing seeing as i never do. although, more recently i've been noticing how much trouble i have getting what i want to say across to the person i want to say it too. that's a general statement... not directed towards a specific individual. true though. i shut down when i'm upset or mad and just don't talk... and when i try to get involved in a conversation that is even slightly confrontational i'll either sound like an uneducated retard or repeat myself and trip over my words. it's stupid. i need to fix that lol.
during the next two days i have 2 graduation parties.... and sunday i am literally going to sleep all day because i'll be more than tired by then. and monday, i'm leaving for florida for the week. i'm pretty happy to go there surprisingly. i really do need some kind of relaxtion back in my life... an escape if anything.. just to recooperate from a hell of a year.
and lastly, dani needs surgery! oh god. i've never had anything even slightly considered a surgery unless you consider my birth in that category. the closest was probably the MRI on my shoulder (which wasnt exactly fun).
i get strep or tonsilitus much too often. so the doctor said i need my tonsils removed and my adenoids? (yeah i didn't know they existed either)... and also i'll be getting two incisions behind my ears, (but inside my throat) to drain fluid. yea, it sounds really inviting and sexy but it needs to be done. so july 12th come visit me in the hospital hahahahah. :-\
and in conclusion, i pretty much don't like anyone. :)
have an amazing summer kids.
<3