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my dad can go to hell
and i just want my mom to leave me alone.
and as for me. well i just wish i wasn't me anymore.
i don't want to do it. I accept everyone into my life no matter how much they hurt me.
i want to move away and start over.
and of course, my friends are my entire life. but thats it... thats all i have anymore. and yes thats all i need but im lonely. i really am.
ive gotten to the point where i dont know how to handle my life. and it scares the shit out of me.
im sick and bored of myself and waking up everyday not wanting to do it again.
and im sick of talking about it because im sick of hearing myself speak.
and i just want my mom to leave me alone.
and as for me. well i just wish i wasn't me anymore.
i don't want to do it. I accept everyone into my life no matter how much they hurt me.
i want to move away and start over.
and of course, my friends are my entire life. but thats it... thats all i have anymore. and yes thats all i need but im lonely. i really am.
ive gotten to the point where i dont know how to handle my life. and it scares the shit out of me.
im sick and bored of myself and waking up everyday not wanting to do it again.
and im sick of talking about it because im sick of hearing myself speak.