wee.
so.
i can't believe i'm saying this, and as much as i hate depaul..... im scared to leave.
i never thought id here myself say "im going to miss the people".. ( well at least some)
i dont want to fall out of touch... or not see anyone, and i have to admit it is semi depressing.
lauren carlye kelly and maggie probably will be staying somewhere in the area... as far as i know. kara, kelsey and sarah im not sure, but i know kelsey and sarah have been interested in FIT. I LOVE THOSE GIRLS SO MUCH. hopefully we will live together like we planned.
i wont see eric everyday anymore cause hes a junior... and i wont see andrew, even though he doesnt go to my school. and those are two people that make my life so much better.
and jen... shes definetly going away and i dont know if i am... ill miss her like crazy.
and christina (sissy)!!! ill miss her too much.
whitney wants to go to vermont i think, and courtney and jackie both wanna go away. i wouldnt know what to do without them.
and of COURSE, duncan.. he already lives far, but ill friggin miss him alot<3 he makes me happy.
christina, kevin, and laura too! dont leave me. lol <3333
and all the other juniors and sophmores thats im close with. :( love them alottt
AND MY SWIM TEAM<3
and DUH, ill totally miss my twin, stephen!!!
all those people make my life better, and it kills me to even think about not talking to them.
its so scary that im a senior now.... who knew? i totally was a freshman yesterday. it doesnt even feel like im a senior at all. everyone was right, these years do pass with the blink of an eye. and if i skim through them... they were the best years of my life. and the worst.
i find myself counting how much more time i have. that is so weird, because i DO wanna get the hell outta that school.
i dont know. its just so weird that highschool is practically over. SO WEIRD.
im so depressed that this is my last year of swimming. im going to miss those girls so much.
sorry for this rambling.
in other news...
I LOVE JEN CALANTONE
TheCeleryC0mplex : ya, but i dont have my permit yet
xBLUE eyes KILLx : GET ON THAT
TheCeleryC0mplex : im getting it...monday i should have it
TheCeleryC0mplex : im doing my hours tomriow
TheCeleryC0mplex : im scared
xBLUE eyes KILLx : lol youll be fine
xBLUE eyes KILLx : its not hard
xBLUE eyes KILLx : just drive really fast and dont stop at any red lights
TheCeleryC0mplex : hahahahaha
TheCeleryC0mplex : ok!
OBVIOUSLY, I GIVE AMAZING ADVICE
so i've had dryland training all week so far for swimming... let me tell you that is a blast. im sore. i need to get back in shape. especially if i wanna put a bathingsuit back on. oh jeesh.
i love you all.
peace peace
And I wonder,
When I sing along with you,
If everything could ever feel this real forever.
If anything could ever be this good again.
The only thing I'll ever ask of you.
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when.
i can't believe i'm saying this, and as much as i hate depaul..... im scared to leave.
i never thought id here myself say "im going to miss the people".. ( well at least some)
i dont want to fall out of touch... or not see anyone, and i have to admit it is semi depressing.
lauren carlye kelly and maggie probably will be staying somewhere in the area... as far as i know. kara, kelsey and sarah im not sure, but i know kelsey and sarah have been interested in FIT. I LOVE THOSE GIRLS SO MUCH. hopefully we will live together like we planned.
i wont see eric everyday anymore cause hes a junior... and i wont see andrew, even though he doesnt go to my school. and those are two people that make my life so much better.
and jen... shes definetly going away and i dont know if i am... ill miss her like crazy.
and christina (sissy)!!! ill miss her too much.
whitney wants to go to vermont i think, and courtney and jackie both wanna go away. i wouldnt know what to do without them.
and of COURSE, duncan.. he already lives far, but ill friggin miss him alot<3 he makes me happy.
christina, kevin, and laura too! dont leave me. lol <3333
and all the other juniors and sophmores thats im close with. :( love them alottt
AND MY SWIM TEAM<3
and DUH, ill totally miss my twin, stephen!!!
all those people make my life better, and it kills me to even think about not talking to them.
its so scary that im a senior now.... who knew? i totally was a freshman yesterday. it doesnt even feel like im a senior at all. everyone was right, these years do pass with the blink of an eye. and if i skim through them... they were the best years of my life. and the worst.
i find myself counting how much more time i have. that is so weird, because i DO wanna get the hell outta that school.
i dont know. its just so weird that highschool is practically over. SO WEIRD.
im so depressed that this is my last year of swimming. im going to miss those girls so much.
sorry for this rambling.
in other news...
I LOVE JEN CALANTONE
TheCeleryC0mplex : ya, but i dont have my permit yet
xBLUE eyes KILLx : GET ON THAT
TheCeleryC0mplex : im getting it...monday i should have it
TheCeleryC0mplex : im doing my hours tomriow
TheCeleryC0mplex : im scared
xBLUE eyes KILLx : lol youll be fine
xBLUE eyes KILLx : its not hard
xBLUE eyes KILLx : just drive really fast and dont stop at any red lights
TheCeleryC0mplex : hahahahaha
TheCeleryC0mplex : ok!
OBVIOUSLY, I GIVE AMAZING ADVICE
so i've had dryland training all week so far for swimming... let me tell you that is a blast. im sore. i need to get back in shape. especially if i wanna put a bathingsuit back on. oh jeesh.
i love you all.
peace peace
And I wonder,
When I sing along with you,
If everything could ever feel this real forever.
If anything could ever be this good again.
The only thing I'll ever ask of you.
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when.