Can't wait for him to leave.

Feb 21, 2006 11:17

For a time, I was starting to regret my dad and mom splitting, I definitely side with mom, but I still felt bad. I no longer do. I'm gonna lay it out straight.

There used to be an issue of my dad looking up dirty crap online and wasting all our printer ink and printing it out, then came the computer viruses and spam because of what he looked up. We had to clean out our comp and lose alot of stuff. He stopped, made a big deal about how much better he was without it, all was well.

My parents are seperated right now, unfortunately all in the same house, but he's been on the comp again, printing crap out, and i'm furious. It hurt my mom so much before and still does now I think. Well, I called him out on it, and he got pissed and said he's found dirty stuff from ME before. The only 'dirty' thing I'd have is Literotica, cause my friends write there and asks me to critique it. He says how odd it is that he's found so much XXX sites that mom couldn't have looked up, so it MUST be me, and how odd it is that most of it is lesbian stuff. Wow. My dad totally implied that I'm a lesbian (he knows full well I've had a b/f for two years now).

I got SO furious because apparently I'm disappointing, judgemental and inhumane because of how I act towards him and his crap. Then when I told him how stupid and ridiculous it was that he called me a lesbian, he goes "that wasn't what I was implying at all, I don't know why you look that stuff up, and I'm insulted that you think I would stoop that low to call you that." HOW ELSE COULD I HAVE TAKEN IT?! What the fuck. Oh my god I'm so furious, then he totally puts the blame on me and how mean i am, and how I act. I'm just..speechless.

I'm not against lesbians, but on HIS list, he's so closeminded and against it, then has the nerve to call me that because of what I supposedly look up. I try to spend as much time out of the house as possible to get away from all this drama, but this just totally crossed a line.
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