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Dear dad.
I hate you.
What happened to my father who people used to be jealous of me for?
When did you go mentally insane and become so paranoid that you can't even support my mother when her sister or mother is in the hospital?
Why did you have to spend thousands of dollars on HER credit card bill and not tell her, so when she does find out, she freaks, like she isn't working hard enough?
Why do you have to put us in such a situation that we can't go on anymore vacations, and we can't pay the bills.
Why do you have to be so immature in arguements that you always tell us how much you don't want to be here and can't wait for things to be over?
Why do you have to be so paranoid that you embarass us in public and blame us for not ever leaving the house?
Why can't you get a simple job and help out?
Why do you have to make me feel so worthless because I wasn't the daughter you wanted me to be?
Why can't you act like you love us, or even pretend and watch a movie with us at night?
Why do you have to avoid my friends and leave the room whenever they come around?
Why do you yell at me for your stupid actions, like it's my fault?
Why do you tell me in the first place?
Why did you let your stupid fucking car ruin our family?
Why are you even here? I hate you.
People think it sucks not to have a dad, sometimes I wish I was them instead.
I hate you.
What happened to my father who people used to be jealous of me for?
When did you go mentally insane and become so paranoid that you can't even support my mother when her sister or mother is in the hospital?
Why did you have to spend thousands of dollars on HER credit card bill and not tell her, so when she does find out, she freaks, like she isn't working hard enough?
Why do you have to put us in such a situation that we can't go on anymore vacations, and we can't pay the bills.
Why do you have to be so immature in arguements that you always tell us how much you don't want to be here and can't wait for things to be over?
Why do you have to be so paranoid that you embarass us in public and blame us for not ever leaving the house?
Why can't you get a simple job and help out?
Why do you have to make me feel so worthless because I wasn't the daughter you wanted me to be?
Why can't you act like you love us, or even pretend and watch a movie with us at night?
Why do you have to avoid my friends and leave the room whenever they come around?
Why do you yell at me for your stupid actions, like it's my fault?
Why do you tell me in the first place?
Why did you let your stupid fucking car ruin our family?
Why are you even here? I hate you.
People think it sucks not to have a dad, sometimes I wish I was them instead.