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[supcarrotz]

the sound of your voice was like my favorite record playing over and over. it was just something beautiful, i loved every word you ever fed to me. i danced around your thoughts and in your bedroom. those late nights, empty watermelon smirnoff bottles you bought for me. sleeping all close, the only place i ever felt safe. you took all the broken parts of me and made them feel whole again. without even telling you much, you understood me. and i understood you. you took my anxiety attacks, crying, family mess and gave me your love. and that's all i ever needed. i knew you were leaving. i didn't care. all i needed was your love and i'd be fine. yeah, i'd be fine. then your reassuring voice started to fade. my favorite record had a scratch and it just wasn't as good. we started fighting.. and i couldn't feel anything anymore. there's times when life calls out for a change. like the seasons. our spring was wonderful, but summer is over now and we missed out on autumn. & now all of a sudden, it's cold, so cold that everything is freezing over. our love fell asleep, and the snow took it by surprise. but if you fall asleep in the snow.. you don't feel death coming.

take care,
i'll always remember what we had.
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