*::I'm Lost, Confused, and Scared...::*
recently, i've been thinking a lot about where i come from. i have had a lot going on and i just think it's amazing how great god has been to me. i just wish he would help me figure some things out... i'm still caught in the middle of trying to figure out who i am, and what i'm gonna do. i have no idea. there are some things that i want to do, but they go against what i've been taught growing up as a christian. part of me knows that is who i am, or what i am, and that's why i should kust do it. but, then there may be some consequences... i dunno, but this is having an ill effect on me. i keep getting sick because of the stress. i wish i could just be who the heck i wanna be and not have to worry about what everybody will think of me, because i know that if i do, everything will change. i'll lose friends, and my whole life will be turned backwards. i'm sorry this doesn't make much sense. i'm just ranting about an internal conflict of mine. i'm sorry if it is bothering anybody.
exams are going alright. i had my geometry and german on monday, bcis yesterday, i exempted ipc today, now i just have english and history tomorrow... gah, that's gonna be torture... i know it's the last day, but that's gonna be so stressful. two pre-ap classes for exams in one day! i don't know if i can handle ms. massey and mr. conrad. oh well, we'll see.
well, i have planning to do for over the break, and not to mention i need to finish studying... call me if ya need to talk.
exams are going alright. i had my geometry and german on monday, bcis yesterday, i exempted ipc today, now i just have english and history tomorrow... gah, that's gonna be torture... i know it's the last day, but that's gonna be so stressful. two pre-ap classes for exams in one day! i don't know if i can handle ms. massey and mr. conrad. oh well, we'll see.
well, i have planning to do for over the break, and not to mention i need to finish studying... call me if ya need to talk.