Get out the scissors
I've been working as much as possible the last two days. Including 12 hours yesterday and 10.5 today. When I haven't been working, I've head my head buried deep into my most recent book; She's Come Undone by Wally Lamb.(Thanks Beth!) I've just had a lot of shit on my mind recently. I laid down for bed last night at about 9:30, but I tossed and turned till I finally slipped into sleep at about 12:15. Between texts to Ben and random thoughts, my mind just wouldn’t rest.
I'm not sure what it is. If it's recent events or the idea's in the book making my head spin out of orbit. I'm torn between indifference and indecision. I just know I hate tossing and turning in the dark of night. There’s a lot of choices I need to make. Some are more urgent then others, and some I’ll choose to ignore until they fester into an ugly sore. And I just don’t care.
There’s so much good in my life right now. Good people, good friends, good and conversations. And without fail, it just keeps getting it better. I’m guessing this is just random thoughts. I was really hurt by someone’s actions and I guess that’s what set me on this trip. It’s funny how easy technology brings people into your life, and makes it just as easy to cut them out. Without effort or blood. A clean severance. And I guess I hate how clean and easy it was/is/going to be. But it’s a love and hate relationship.
Blah to that. So yeah. I’ve got a lot of really good comments about my tattoos. It’s fun to watch people notice. Some cringe at the thought of the needle, others swoon at its beauty. I just can’t wait to get it finished. As for the book, it’s awesome. I went threw it in pretty much a day. I loved it. But sadly, I need a new book now. I might go pick up his other book and see how I like it. As for tomorrow, I want to go see Ice Age, but we’ll see. I’m working 8-6 again. Yeah for more working. It equals more money though.
Well, my foot’s asleep and Michelle’s home.
I just didn’t think it would be that easy.
Amber
xoxo
I'm not sure what it is. If it's recent events or the idea's in the book making my head spin out of orbit. I'm torn between indifference and indecision. I just know I hate tossing and turning in the dark of night. There’s a lot of choices I need to make. Some are more urgent then others, and some I’ll choose to ignore until they fester into an ugly sore. And I just don’t care.
There’s so much good in my life right now. Good people, good friends, good and conversations. And without fail, it just keeps getting it better. I’m guessing this is just random thoughts. I was really hurt by someone’s actions and I guess that’s what set me on this trip. It’s funny how easy technology brings people into your life, and makes it just as easy to cut them out. Without effort or blood. A clean severance. And I guess I hate how clean and easy it was/is/going to be. But it’s a love and hate relationship.
Blah to that. So yeah. I’ve got a lot of really good comments about my tattoos. It’s fun to watch people notice. Some cringe at the thought of the needle, others swoon at its beauty. I just can’t wait to get it finished. As for the book, it’s awesome. I went threw it in pretty much a day. I loved it. But sadly, I need a new book now. I might go pick up his other book and see how I like it. As for tomorrow, I want to go see Ice Age, but we’ll see. I’m working 8-6 again. Yeah for more working. It equals more money though.
Well, my foot’s asleep and Michelle’s home.
I just didn’t think it would be that easy.
Amber
xoxo