Yea..
I'm still around. Just super busy with school, work, and life. Been doing a lot of thinking, axe burying and bridge burning. Life right. You grow and out-grow. Well, I've done a lot of that in that last few weeks. Now, i'm having growing pains. I just sent an email to clear out some issues. I meant it with all sincerity and hope it's not going to further weaken an already devasted bridge, but I know it will.
And every time I worry about it, I think back to high school. And how 4 years later, none of that stuff matters. All the drama, rumors and name calling..it just doesn't matter. And if someone's still holding on to all of that, are they really worth trying for? Probably not. It's people like that that hold us back from growing. And if I allow my self to be held back, I'll never be better then them. I'll never truely be me.
I have my friends who have loved me threw it all and who I can trust. Right now, I'm having a rough patch with one of them, but I think we'll pull threw as long as no one else trys to interfere. She's right, she has to learn her lesson on her own. I just didn't want her to get hurt again. The people who claim to be my friends only to pull me down will get what they deserve in the end. What ever that may be. But I most certainly am not going to sit around and allow myself to be held down.
I'm at a fork. I'll go my way..please, you go yours.
Amber
And every time I worry about it, I think back to high school. And how 4 years later, none of that stuff matters. All the drama, rumors and name calling..it just doesn't matter. And if someone's still holding on to all of that, are they really worth trying for? Probably not. It's people like that that hold us back from growing. And if I allow my self to be held back, I'll never be better then them. I'll never truely be me.
I have my friends who have loved me threw it all and who I can trust. Right now, I'm having a rough patch with one of them, but I think we'll pull threw as long as no one else trys to interfere. She's right, she has to learn her lesson on her own. I just didn't want her to get hurt again. The people who claim to be my friends only to pull me down will get what they deserve in the end. What ever that may be. But I most certainly am not going to sit around and allow myself to be held down.
I'm at a fork. I'll go my way..please, you go yours.
Amber