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[unluckymonkey]

up earlier these days
falling asleep a little earlier too
it works out better really
speaking of working out
I've not been able to get a really awesome workout in days
Mon on the elliptical kicked ass
but the rest of my times are so so
whatever though
bought a couple really cheapie
going out outfits and toys for boys
at the thrift shop
going out to lunch with Miss Kara for her b-day today
trying new things
trying to envision the Future
and focus on that
to keep my stress at bay
we'll see if it works
in the meantime
I'm up at a reasonable time
so I can switch the laundry
make some scrambled eggs
and hope to get the boys to actually EAT breakies
for once
I try different things every day
they're not having it
anyway I feel like every day is so long
and I hear a big tick tock int he background of everything
so much to do
so much that needs the agreement of an angry husband
well sometimes angry sometimes not
it's never really predictable
yeah that's not stressful
well an amazing pair of boots should be int he mail today
even though it's too hot to really wear them
I just hope they fit!
so that I may swoon and prance around in them
I could use a little prancing