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[unluckymonkey]

this one is going under a filter
I think
the separation is coming along smoothly so far
I'm weighing in options for my future
tattooing and bbs are of course the mainstay
but the rest is still up in the air

I may have found my groove
I don't think he's any one boy
but many
and not the way you would think
meeting multiple people
and not attaching to any
being open and honest about it
just want to meet new people
and get out in the world
not looking for an instant relationship
just looking for the right whatever
finding puzzle pieces along the way
this is not about sex
because that's just not happening
it's about connection
and companionship

so interesting all this
such happy uncertain times
there's a stress to it all
but in 6mo I will be embroiled in winter blues
and hope I have fortified my self
for this new journey

open to the world
cautiously stepping out
splashing in rain
and remembering the cold sting
and happy feel
soaked to the bone in fresh air