Jun 27, 2010 13:16
... Why am I letting it get to me so much? It's not as if she's ever acted like she likes me, or does much more than tolerate me.
I guess it's just because I've never really been hated before. Just feared, and I know she's got no reason to do that. Not like I'm fireproof anymore, and if I was that dangerous to her worldview I'd probably have convinced her by now.
Still, it... hurts. It almost physically hurts...
*ic,
azula,
dramaz!