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[unluckyatlove]

It's been a while since I updated...I moved into an apartment with Josh. He got fired from his job. Had a crappy day that included Adriane being crushed and killed by a rocking chair, cutting my hand on a fan and my big toe nail breaking off. We got a one year old black and white cat and we named him Apollo. I've been looking for jobs, I had two interviews at A&W at White Oaks, and one at the A&W at Highbury. I also had an interview at Walmart which lasted an hour and was the worst interview ever. We have an ant infestation, I may need to replace my printer because they decided to make it their home.

Josh coaches with a kid's hockey team and I went with him tonight. When I realized how much I didn't fit in I left. After much thinking I came to the conclusion that I'm not worth anything. The only thing that I have that is my own is my laptop which is broken all the time. I feel like Homer Simpson, when he realized that all he was good for was taking care of the family houseplant and then it died. I dont have a job, I dont have any money, I dont have a car or a liscence, I dont go to school, I dont have any friends who regularly want to talk to me, I'm a nothing.

I accidentally read something tonight about me and it broke my heart. I guess you cant trust even the closest person to you to tell you the truth.