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i work a lot
i don't see much of a point in anything anymore
i don't ever want to do anything
i never have anywhere to go
i always feel empty
i'm not cutting, but i'm also not sure about that lasting
everything used to be so perfect
everything got ripped away
in less than a week
i lost my house
i lost my life
i lost my boyfriend
i feel like i'm just pushing through each day for the few people who do matter to me.
its not that i dislike anyone or have problems with them, i just don't care anymore.
i used to pray a god was listening
i used to make my parents proud
i was the glue that kept my friends together
now they don't talk & we don't go out
i really just don't know anymore
i'll just hold on as long as i can
& numb the pain when i can
i don't see much of a point in anything anymore
i don't ever want to do anything
i never have anywhere to go
i always feel empty
i'm not cutting, but i'm also not sure about that lasting
everything used to be so perfect
everything got ripped away
in less than a week
i lost my house
i lost my life
i lost my boyfriend
i feel like i'm just pushing through each day for the few people who do matter to me.
its not that i dislike anyone or have problems with them, i just don't care anymore.
i used to pray a god was listening
i used to make my parents proud
i was the glue that kept my friends together
now they don't talk & we don't go out
i really just don't know anymore
i'll just hold on as long as i can
& numb the pain when i can