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this one time, i am happy. but for all of the wrong reasons.
i will do what i want.
i WILL make everything numb with drugs.
i WILL fill my voids however i want.
i WOULD get away from my father, if my only other option wasn't solitude.
i WILL hurt myself each and every way i feel like it.
fuck the past.
fuck memories.
fuck everything.
i.want.kandi.
i like things that make me feel like everything will be ok, like nothing matters.
i feel like i'm slowly losing the only person who has ever really mattered to me.
she doesn't need me. she has other people.
i can't talk to her anymore, it just makes her and me MORE upset.
life is shit. kandi makes it better
fuck you :}
i will do what i want.
i WILL make everything numb with drugs.
i WILL fill my voids however i want.
i WOULD get away from my father, if my only other option wasn't solitude.
i WILL hurt myself each and every way i feel like it.
fuck the past.
fuck memories.
fuck everything.
i.want.kandi.
i like things that make me feel like everything will be ok, like nothing matters.
i feel like i'm slowly losing the only person who has ever really mattered to me.
she doesn't need me. she has other people.
i can't talk to her anymore, it just makes her and me MORE upset.
life is shit. kandi makes it better
fuck you :}