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hello guys.. how art thou? im prettyyy good. this past weekend(..break?, vacation?) just seems like a big blur. i feel like ive missed out on so mucha and when i look back i just can only blame myself. i feel like all u guys see me as like this mean bipolar non-accepting hateful person who u have to try so hard to please and i hate it. i want to hangout with u guys alllll the time and just have no worries at all, no need to clean my room no need to be with my boy friend just the need to have my friends and just to have fun with them. and now that i dont drink i feel like its not possible for us all to have amazing fun together. i dont know..i mean i know u guys love me but its more than that, i dont know how to explain it.. i dont want to be the meanie or the excluder whatever ever image u may see me as anymore.