Nov 13, 2005 09:01
Well I guess richard no longer considers me as his friend (while i consider him mine), I've left two comments on one of his entries which were both deleted. The second one said take me off as a friend on LJ if you're just going to delete my comments and dont want to be my friend anymore, which he did, so that means he wont read this..
I reall dont understand why though, I did NOTHING absolutley NOTHING to merit this, its all Jellos fault, sure she was cool at first, hell I even considered her a good friend after only really knowing her for a weak, but after thinking about it, it seems like she uses richard, and I guess she's kind of crazy she atked me, tried to stab me and never apologized.
why do I lose friends for no reason? Derek, Matt and Justin only friends that have actually stayed around, if I didnt have them, I woud be totally friendless...
Honestly I kind of feel sorry for Richard (not to pity him at all) but i know he was really sad after his last g/f and Jello kind of filled that void, and she's like rebound to him and he needs somone there. Jello I dont think cares and just takes advantage of it.
What does it matter I guess I wasnt a good enough friend to Richard in the first place there go 9 years of friendship down the drain, for what? nothing that I acn see.