months later.... .life still sucks
months later.. lol
ok my shitty life has gotten better but i still feel shitty woo
i got a job i deliver pizza and on a good night can average 15 dollars an hour which is nice to come home with 80~100 dollars after working only 5 hours.
umm i hang out with one of my co-workers all the time we either trip/drink every night which if i didnt hang out with him i would just go home and goto sleep, so i guess its better to be depressed and drink/drugs
It seems like my manic depression will never leave me even when i'm having lots of fun with my friends i still feel soo alone, i just feel i'm destined to be that way.
as for april hell if i know she seems to want to have nothing to do with me so i dont do crap, i kinda like my sisters friend jessica but we're like polar opposits so yeah, but she's a lot of fun to be around.
umm what else, oh i called ethan one night when i was drunk and tripping lol he didnt answer his phone but it was still pretty cool. umm yeah lol i need to fill this void woo, trip/drink its a life that sucks but i do it.
ok my shitty life has gotten better but i still feel shitty woo
i got a job i deliver pizza and on a good night can average 15 dollars an hour which is nice to come home with 80~100 dollars after working only 5 hours.
umm i hang out with one of my co-workers all the time we either trip/drink every night which if i didnt hang out with him i would just go home and goto sleep, so i guess its better to be depressed and drink/drugs
It seems like my manic depression will never leave me even when i'm having lots of fun with my friends i still feel soo alone, i just feel i'm destined to be that way.
as for april hell if i know she seems to want to have nothing to do with me so i dont do crap, i kinda like my sisters friend jessica but we're like polar opposits so yeah, but she's a lot of fun to be around.
umm what else, oh i called ethan one night when i was drunk and tripping lol he didnt answer his phone but it was still pretty cool. umm yeah lol i need to fill this void woo, trip/drink its a life that sucks but i do it.