What it is

[unlovedfairy]

It's realizing you're not who you thought you were.
It's realizing you have no clue.
It's realizing you have no future.
It's reevaluating everything you ever thought you felt.
It's missing your best friend when he/she is right there.
It's the uncertainty of your future.
It's figuring out you're not as good as you thought.
It's giving up on all hope.
It's forgetting who you used to be.
It's that constant need for attention.
It's wishing you knew who you were.
It's trying to make sense of everything in your mind.
It's hating what you've become.
It's wanting to be loved.
It's trying to be what you're not.
It's disappointment.

Welcome to Life-- it kinda sucks.