♚ → what I am to you? (3/?)
Title: what I am to you?
Chapter: 3/?
Author: tytta
Pairing(s): yamashita/kato, nishikido/kato, koyama/yamashita
Fandom(s): news/kanjani8/solo/je
Rating: pg-13/r
Genre: AU, fluff, romance
Warnings: none for now. I think?
Beta: by jayeanne
Disclaimer: Johnny owns these guys and so on.
Summary: shige is dating yamapi and thinking that he actually could live with the other the rest of life. but what happen when someone comes to his life and changes his way for thinking things?
Comment: .... took so long to update this fic. probably no one remembers it.
ch1 | ch 2
”Do I really have to come with you?” Shige asked, while Yamapi was searching for the perfect outfit to go out in tonight. Yamapi kept silent for a while and Shige was sure that his boyfriend would say nothing, until Yamapi finally turned to him. ”Of course. Since you're my boyfriend.”
Yamapi couldn't help but giggle a little, since Shige was just so cute when he was all shy and all. ”Don't worry. It's just my stupid best friend and some guy from … Osaka, was that Osaka? Anyway, from somewhere and he just moved here and he simply doesn't know other people. Just my idiot best friend,” he said as he sat on his boyfriend's lap. ”They won't bite you.”
”You are totally, absolutely sure?” Shige knew that Yamapi was sure, but he just liked hearing the possessive tone in his boyfriend's voice. Yamapi grinned. He knew this fact way too well. ”Of course. Jin would never do that for me anyway,” he said, using exactly the same tone that he knows would make Shige excited.
Shige grinned. ”Well, Jin might be a good boy, but you can't be so sure about that other guy.” Yes, Shige liked this game.
”I will make sure that no one lays even a finger on you.” Yamapi licked his lips. ”Or I promise that they will regret it.”
”Umm...” Shige voiced out when he felt that Yamapi was pushing him towards the sheets.
”They won't want to meet an angry me”, Yamapi breathed against Shige's lips and Shige couldn't do anything but agree with it. Yamapi rarely gets mad, but when he does... no one would wants to be his target then.
When Shige heard Yamapi's breathing getting heavier, he knew what he needed to do next. ”But we are in hurry, aren't we...”
”We still have two hours”, Yamapi says, huskily. ”And besides, Jin needs to learn some patience anyway...” before he started kissing Shige hungrily.
**
”Your friend sure is late.” Ryo said impatiently. Jin's friend was already 5 minutes late.
”Baby, work with your patience,” Jin tells him, even though he knew he might get doomed just because of it.
”Do not dare call me baby, you...” Ryo never got to finish his sentence, since he saw the guy, who fitted Jin's description. But that wasn't all what got his attention. There was this awkward person behind, who resembled the former. And it was pretty clear that it was exactly same person. Ryo laughed a bit, when that certain person seemed to recognize him as well.
”Oi, Shige. Where you think you're going?” Yamapi asked, slightly pissed, when he felt that his boyfriend was pulling him back. ”Don’t want to be here.” Shige said pouting, but Yamapi ignored him and pulled him towards the table, where Jin sat next to his friend.
”We are sorry we’re late.” Yamapi said, his voice all friendly while he tried to tug Shige's arm, silently asking him to behave nicely as well.
”It’s okay, Pi” Jin said, smiling. ”Though this hothead here was ready to be such a pain in the ass.” When Ryo understood that Jin meant him, he gave Jin a murderous look, but didn't say anything.
Shige was thinking how he could flee from the situation he was on at that moment. Who would have guessed that Jin's friend from Osaka would be exactly the same guy whom he worked with just a couple of days ago? And he really thought he'd not meet him for a while.
”Shige.” Shige blinked when he heard his boyfriend's not-so-friendly tone and looked at him, blinking. ”Eh?”
Yamapi frowned. ”Shige, you're being impolite,” he said, slightly annoyed. Shige tried to get something out of his mouth, but someone cut him off before he could do that.
”No need. It's not like I don't know this clumsy assistant, anyway.” Ryo said as the situation started to annoy him quite so. Everyone was staring at him, but he ignored it.
”You know him?” Jin asked, surprised.
”He's the assistant of that big-star photographer. Obviously, I know him.” Ryo said, ignoring the fact that if Jin knew that Shige was Ohno's assistant or not. But Jin didn't say anything about that, so Ryo was amused that he actually knew it.
”Can we just start eating alreadyyyyyyyy~?” Ryo whined, pouting at Jin.
”Hai, hai.” Jin answered. ”You seriously need to practice your patience.”
Shige sat next to Yamapi, like he usually does. But he couldn't figure out, why he felt so uneasy and nervous. Sure, the model's presence had some kind of effect about that, but not that big? He feels Yamapi's finger against his palm which calmed him down a bit.
Shige gave a little smile to Yamapi before he accidentally looked at Ryo. He got a quite murderous look back, which made him break their eye contact. But why did Ryo seemed angry at him?
**
The evening was going pretty smoothly. Shige was pretty surprised about it. Ryo ate silently, just answering when Jin asked him something. And when he was done, he moved to the bar to dance with random girls. And Shige was grateful of it.
Pi was half-lying against Shige's shoulder and chatting with Jin -- normal BFF-talks, which made Shige feel quite uneasy, because he never knew if he should actually get involved with those topics or just stay quiet and be bored.
Soon, it came too boring to just sit there and listen with his boyfriend and other best friend's talking, Shige decided that he would take a little break from them before he lose his mind. ”I'm going to the bathroom.” he informed his boyfriend, who lazily looked up at him. ”Okay” Yamapi smiled and gave a small kiss to Shige's lips, before he let him go.
When Shige finally got to the bathroom, he gave a huge sigh. He was used to being like the third wheel whenever Yamapi meets Jin with him. This time though, it was quite different, since there was the certain aura - no - person, who gave Shige all sorts of uncomfortable feelings. Sure he has
dealt with many super-models, who gave him that unconformable aura, but... this was way different. Shige couldn't explain why it made him feel so … weird.
And when Shige thought that he had got a hold of himself, the reason why he was having the whole issue, decided to appear in the bathroom. Shige decided to just keep a poker face and ignore the other.
Though was it that easy?
”Are you happy with him?” Ryo asked, not actually looking at the other, simply washing his hand. Shige blinked few times, before he looked at the other quickly. ”It's none of your business, really.”
”Really?”
Shige was quite taken aback with that response. What exactly did the other want from him? When he looked at the model, looking quite puzzled, he could feel the others lips crashing on his. Shige stood there, eyes wide open, when the other just gave him simple, soft kiss.
Ryo finally pulled away, a smug smile on his face, which made Shige want to kick him, but he couldn't move his body to do so. ”Maybe I want it to be my business?” Ryo said, leaving a shocked Shige behind.
Shige's heart was beating so fast that Shige was sure that it'll jump out soon. Shige could still feel Ryo's lips on his. He has never experienced a kiss like that before.
**
Shige managed to get himself out of the bathroom soon after Ryo and when he got back to their places, Yamapi was smiling at him, obviously waiting for him.
”What did take you so long?” Yamapi asked, slightly pouting. ”Did you have some fun without me?”
Shige rolled his eyes. ”As if,” he answered and placed a quick kiss on Yamapi's lips, before he sat down next to him. ”Where is everyone?” he asked when he noticed them being alone.
”Umm...” Yamapi answered as if he was thinking. ”Ryo said that he needed to go somewhere and Jin just decided to ditch me. So it's just you and me.” Yamapi smiled and leaned on Shige's shoulder.
Shige sighed. ”Could we leave as well?” he asked and Yamapi looked at him, worried. ”Is everything okay?”
”Um,” Shige tried to smile at his boyfriend. ”I just started to feel a bit tired.” He hoped that Yamapi couldn't tell that he wasn't telling everything. When Yamapi nodded and got up, Shige sighed, relieved. Even if Yamapi could probably tell that he wasn't telling the whole truth, he didn't ask any more about it. Since Shige really didn't know how to explain the whole situation to him.
It felt like something had changed inside him. And Ryo's kiss just remained on Shige's lips.
CH 4
Ending comment: I have updated this fic last time.... in February. I'm surprised that someone actually remember this anymore :'D But well. idk what to say. I have a feeling that I'm not updating this for while again. But let's hope that it's before Dec 2012, when I update this. /bye
Chapter: 3/?
Author: tytta
Pairing(s): yamashita/kato, nishikido/kato, koyama/yamashita
Fandom(s): news/kanjani8/solo/je
Rating: pg-13/r
Genre: AU, fluff, romance
Warnings: none for now. I think?
Beta: by jayeanne
Disclaimer: Johnny owns these guys and so on.
Summary: shige is dating yamapi and thinking that he actually could live with the other the rest of life. but what happen when someone comes to his life and changes his way for thinking things?
Comment: .... took so long to update this fic. probably no one remembers it.
ch1 | ch 2
”Do I really have to come with you?” Shige asked, while Yamapi was searching for the perfect outfit to go out in tonight. Yamapi kept silent for a while and Shige was sure that his boyfriend would say nothing, until Yamapi finally turned to him. ”Of course. Since you're my boyfriend.”
Yamapi couldn't help but giggle a little, since Shige was just so cute when he was all shy and all. ”Don't worry. It's just my stupid best friend and some guy from … Osaka, was that Osaka? Anyway, from somewhere and he just moved here and he simply doesn't know other people. Just my idiot best friend,” he said as he sat on his boyfriend's lap. ”They won't bite you.”
”You are totally, absolutely sure?” Shige knew that Yamapi was sure, but he just liked hearing the possessive tone in his boyfriend's voice. Yamapi grinned. He knew this fact way too well. ”Of course. Jin would never do that for me anyway,” he said, using exactly the same tone that he knows would make Shige excited.
Shige grinned. ”Well, Jin might be a good boy, but you can't be so sure about that other guy.” Yes, Shige liked this game.
”I will make sure that no one lays even a finger on you.” Yamapi licked his lips. ”Or I promise that they will regret it.”
”Umm...” Shige voiced out when he felt that Yamapi was pushing him towards the sheets.
”They won't want to meet an angry me”, Yamapi breathed against Shige's lips and Shige couldn't do anything but agree with it. Yamapi rarely gets mad, but when he does... no one would wants to be his target then.
When Shige heard Yamapi's breathing getting heavier, he knew what he needed to do next. ”But we are in hurry, aren't we...”
”We still have two hours”, Yamapi says, huskily. ”And besides, Jin needs to learn some patience anyway...” before he started kissing Shige hungrily.
**
”Your friend sure is late.” Ryo said impatiently. Jin's friend was already 5 minutes late.
”Baby, work with your patience,” Jin tells him, even though he knew he might get doomed just because of it.
”Do not dare call me baby, you...” Ryo never got to finish his sentence, since he saw the guy, who fitted Jin's description. But that wasn't all what got his attention. There was this awkward person behind, who resembled the former. And it was pretty clear that it was exactly same person. Ryo laughed a bit, when that certain person seemed to recognize him as well.
”Oi, Shige. Where you think you're going?” Yamapi asked, slightly pissed, when he felt that his boyfriend was pulling him back. ”Don’t want to be here.” Shige said pouting, but Yamapi ignored him and pulled him towards the table, where Jin sat next to his friend.
”We are sorry we’re late.” Yamapi said, his voice all friendly while he tried to tug Shige's arm, silently asking him to behave nicely as well.
”It’s okay, Pi” Jin said, smiling. ”Though this hothead here was ready to be such a pain in the ass.” When Ryo understood that Jin meant him, he gave Jin a murderous look, but didn't say anything.
Shige was thinking how he could flee from the situation he was on at that moment. Who would have guessed that Jin's friend from Osaka would be exactly the same guy whom he worked with just a couple of days ago? And he really thought he'd not meet him for a while.
”Shige.” Shige blinked when he heard his boyfriend's not-so-friendly tone and looked at him, blinking. ”Eh?”
Yamapi frowned. ”Shige, you're being impolite,” he said, slightly annoyed. Shige tried to get something out of his mouth, but someone cut him off before he could do that.
”No need. It's not like I don't know this clumsy assistant, anyway.” Ryo said as the situation started to annoy him quite so. Everyone was staring at him, but he ignored it.
”You know him?” Jin asked, surprised.
”He's the assistant of that big-star photographer. Obviously, I know him.” Ryo said, ignoring the fact that if Jin knew that Shige was Ohno's assistant or not. But Jin didn't say anything about that, so Ryo was amused that he actually knew it.
”Can we just start eating alreadyyyyyyyy~?” Ryo whined, pouting at Jin.
”Hai, hai.” Jin answered. ”You seriously need to practice your patience.”
Shige sat next to Yamapi, like he usually does. But he couldn't figure out, why he felt so uneasy and nervous. Sure, the model's presence had some kind of effect about that, but not that big? He feels Yamapi's finger against his palm which calmed him down a bit.
Shige gave a little smile to Yamapi before he accidentally looked at Ryo. He got a quite murderous look back, which made him break their eye contact. But why did Ryo seemed angry at him?
**
The evening was going pretty smoothly. Shige was pretty surprised about it. Ryo ate silently, just answering when Jin asked him something. And when he was done, he moved to the bar to dance with random girls. And Shige was grateful of it.
Pi was half-lying against Shige's shoulder and chatting with Jin -- normal BFF-talks, which made Shige feel quite uneasy, because he never knew if he should actually get involved with those topics or just stay quiet and be bored.
Soon, it came too boring to just sit there and listen with his boyfriend and other best friend's talking, Shige decided that he would take a little break from them before he lose his mind. ”I'm going to the bathroom.” he informed his boyfriend, who lazily looked up at him. ”Okay” Yamapi smiled and gave a small kiss to Shige's lips, before he let him go.
When Shige finally got to the bathroom, he gave a huge sigh. He was used to being like the third wheel whenever Yamapi meets Jin with him. This time though, it was quite different, since there was the certain aura - no - person, who gave Shige all sorts of uncomfortable feelings. Sure he has
dealt with many super-models, who gave him that unconformable aura, but... this was way different. Shige couldn't explain why it made him feel so … weird.
And when Shige thought that he had got a hold of himself, the reason why he was having the whole issue, decided to appear in the bathroom. Shige decided to just keep a poker face and ignore the other.
Though was it that easy?
”Are you happy with him?” Ryo asked, not actually looking at the other, simply washing his hand. Shige blinked few times, before he looked at the other quickly. ”It's none of your business, really.”
”Really?”
Shige was quite taken aback with that response. What exactly did the other want from him? When he looked at the model, looking quite puzzled, he could feel the others lips crashing on his. Shige stood there, eyes wide open, when the other just gave him simple, soft kiss.
Ryo finally pulled away, a smug smile on his face, which made Shige want to kick him, but he couldn't move his body to do so. ”Maybe I want it to be my business?” Ryo said, leaving a shocked Shige behind.
Shige's heart was beating so fast that Shige was sure that it'll jump out soon. Shige could still feel Ryo's lips on his. He has never experienced a kiss like that before.
**
Shige managed to get himself out of the bathroom soon after Ryo and when he got back to their places, Yamapi was smiling at him, obviously waiting for him.
”What did take you so long?” Yamapi asked, slightly pouting. ”Did you have some fun without me?”
Shige rolled his eyes. ”As if,” he answered and placed a quick kiss on Yamapi's lips, before he sat down next to him. ”Where is everyone?” he asked when he noticed them being alone.
”Umm...” Yamapi answered as if he was thinking. ”Ryo said that he needed to go somewhere and Jin just decided to ditch me. So it's just you and me.” Yamapi smiled and leaned on Shige's shoulder.
Shige sighed. ”Could we leave as well?” he asked and Yamapi looked at him, worried. ”Is everything okay?”
”Um,” Shige tried to smile at his boyfriend. ”I just started to feel a bit tired.” He hoped that Yamapi couldn't tell that he wasn't telling everything. When Yamapi nodded and got up, Shige sighed, relieved. Even if Yamapi could probably tell that he wasn't telling the whole truth, he didn't ask any more about it. Since Shige really didn't know how to explain the whole situation to him.
It felt like something had changed inside him. And Ryo's kiss just remained on Shige's lips.
CH 4
Ending comment: I have updated this fic last time.... in February. I'm surprised that someone actually remember this anymore :'D But well. idk what to say. I have a feeling that I'm not updating this for while again. But let's hope that it's before Dec 2012, when I update this. /bye