i'm a fuck up!!!!
wow...i'm the biggest fuck up i know. i told brandon what happened between josh and i, and even though we just cuddled, he's really hurt. he said that he forgives me, but that he feels awkward and confused now. i just want things to go back the way they were. i care so much about him, and i never meant to hurt him. if i could go back, i never would have done it. ugh! idk what to do...