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Wow every time I see this thing it’s like finding roman ruins, like seeing how someone else thought or felt long ago, interesting isn’t it? Speaking of ancient things today is Friday the 13th wildly regarded as the unluckiest day and date, I’ve always liked the number 13 it’s irregular and odd like me and has an air of mystery about it. I had a bunch of things I wanted to write and now im just blanking out and babbling. Life is weird, acting like someone else for too long makes you forget who you really are, love is what’s left when being “in love” fades away, saving somethings life is much easier than destroying it, taking a life is much easier than giving it and anyone who says they regret nothing is still running from it. I say this because I’ve accomplished almost everything I’ve ever wanted to do in life and am adding more to it everyday then I ever thought I would. Example: Monday I go and find out when I go to scuba class! I know right? Me! Then within the year hopefully I get to do the number one thing I wanted to do since I was young, I hope by then ill be ready for it or it could be fatal and that’s never fun! But hey that’s what life’s about right? It’s also about whatever you want it to be and where you want to go and along the road to get there there are many different paths some you can walk for a while realize it sucks and go try another and some once you enter you can never leave till the next crossroad. My path has taken me through deserts and swamps of confusion and failure, oceans and rivers of pride and self righteousness, and mountains and caves of self inflicted torment and misery, but you know what? I know what’s ahead of me and I know ill have to walk much farther for it and im ok with that. I know that i will find peace and happiness. And because I found something few ppl will ever have and nothing can ever take that from me now. And that makes it my duty to life to be the best I can be. Oh and because my fur babies need me :)
- To you, if the rumors are true then wow, from one human to another I hope I don’t see you on intervention, take care of yourself.
- And to you, you should never be able to see this and yet I had an infinite amount of things I could say right now but I 'am just speechless again. I looked it up there is no word better then perfect to describe you. You are so courageous like a momma bear and then the sweetest angel. I am so proud of you. No amount of age or disfigurement could ever harm your beauty inside and out. You are my flawless diamond. I should have told you this years ago but you knew my situation and I think you knew all this. I should have been braver like you. I should have just gone for it instead of hiding where I was comfortable but miserable. I could go on forever right now and recite it all at any moment. I play it in my head everyday and have a few poems and short stories I wrote with you as my muse. The world needs to know that love and hope like you exists before they mourn its loss. I spent years spiraling my life downwards and you were the reason I never crashed. I will never in my life care or love someone over you, and even if I was capable I wouldn’t because I love loving you. I need to end this before it’s a book. You are without a doubt the best thing I have ever known and everything after will be under your shadow. From the first butterflies to the last tear, M.L.P. I will love you forever and always. Goodbye
P.S. i don't believe in anything i can't see and feel but if you read this or know how i feel give me a sign and/or try and finish the joke