well do lunch..
well havent been here forever... so much shit has happend... ughhhh... not good shit either....
im feeling very suffocated at this moment in life. feeling so trapped that even when i get out ill still wont be happy...i havent done anything that i have wanted to do in a really long time. and frankly mr shankly, im tired of it all. i got my hair cut and i like it. ive missed too many swwet and tender hooligan shows and i am so goin to his bday bash cuz it owe it myself. im totally going to more 1107's with marcy and whoever cuz i owe it myself. im sooooo going to the beauty bar and not feel guilty about it .... because what have we learned? i owe it to myself. i work so much. i give too much and all i have to show for all of this is nothing. im goin to pcc in the fall. new start new life new outlook. i was talkign to this gurl at a bar last week for luis bday, and she told me not to settle for less..... and honestly.... even my hairdresser says that i should not settle for less either....
im feeling very suffocated at this moment in life. feeling so trapped that even when i get out ill still wont be happy...i havent done anything that i have wanted to do in a really long time. and frankly mr shankly, im tired of it all. i got my hair cut and i like it. ive missed too many swwet and tender hooligan shows and i am so goin to his bday bash cuz it owe it myself. im totally going to more 1107's with marcy and whoever cuz i owe it myself. im sooooo going to the beauty bar and not feel guilty about it .... because what have we learned? i owe it to myself. i work so much. i give too much and all i have to show for all of this is nothing. im goin to pcc in the fall. new start new life new outlook. i was talkign to this gurl at a bar last week for luis bday, and she told me not to settle for less..... and honestly.... even my hairdresser says that i should not settle for less either....