hiya
ive had a great night/morning. i talked to sean from like 11...and we are still talking...twelves hours and still talking.i havent smiled like this in the longest time. he made me BLUSH ok? not many people do that. were talking about dating. mall tuesday,show saturday. six months of fake smiles and laughs and alcohol and drugs,and it takes one guy,a great friend of mine for five years now,to make it all ok in one night.with no effort what so ever,just talking to me and making me happy.twelve hours and my life has turned around.i now know im gonna be ok,im gonna make it without john, i can be happy without him in my life. i think im a better person because of my scars,ive learned a lot and hurt a lot... but im ok now. and i wanna thank sean for that.