changes.
Wow. Everything and everyone I've ever known is changing. I went to Hanalani Schools from K-4 to 9th grade. Coming from a small, "easy" school to one of the biggest and hardest schools in the country is needless to say, a tremendous change. It's like moving from some small town in Tennessee to New York City. Culture shock? Yes.
I've never been the new girl. I guess attending Hanalani was safe, because I was friends with almost everybody. I loved the relationships I had with people, and that I actually knew everyone's names and personalities by heart. But I just have to pick myself back up and stop living in the past.
I hope that I can stay in touch with my old friends, but that I'll also be able to make new ones just like them. I want real relationships with people. Not shitty fake friends who will just turn their backs and talk crap about you the second you leave the table.
I've never been the new girl. I guess attending Hanalani was safe, because I was friends with almost everybody. I loved the relationships I had with people, and that I actually knew everyone's names and personalities by heart. But I just have to pick myself back up and stop living in the past.
I hope that I can stay in touch with my old friends, but that I'll also be able to make new ones just like them. I want real relationships with people. Not shitty fake friends who will just turn their backs and talk crap about you the second you leave the table.