http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJQNl1VQ1oA The music, lyrics and tone show totally how I feel right now.
Y'all must have seen me playing it times when I blogged 'cos I really like this song. It somehow speaks my mind, my life totally.
But from this, how much you can actually understand me?
I bet my post is ignored as usual unless I rant or I am affected badly by something. No wonder people usually show how fake they are by shedding crocodile tears or showing fake consolence when someone meets tragedy or passes away. People always take things for granted and never bother to appreciate and treasure an existence. I don't need anyone to agree on this 'cos it is a common sense. Even we say so, can every single person actually carry out the action instead?
Sometimes I don't know what some people are trying to plan to do seriously when y'all choose to do two different things in two different places at one time. Y'all choose to show ignorance towards me online, yet... LOL?
I don't wanna be what people expect me to be or who I was used to be in their eyes. If they think the present me has somehow self-degraded by choosing not to hang out or cosplay with them the experienced ones, go ahead then. At least I am happy that I don't mix with practical people who make friend by only good reputation and social circle.