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I don't know why but I feel kinda gloomy for the entire day. Most likely, it must be due to being lack of enough sleep these two days which I gotta get up early for work. Even though I feel my energy is draining off, I don't wish to sleep. Instead, I would walk to my bed, lie on it, toss and turn, stretch my body and lie a few seconds before getting up once in a while. Maybe I am kinda stressed by the remaining time left to complete everything. I shall call it off from working on the preparation today and have a fuckin' long and enough rest to recover. Health and mind is more important.
30 days to go... Okay, I seriously don't wanna count down the number of days as it tends to make me feel even more insecure about whether I can manage to complete the preparation by time. Blame on my bloody laziness when I could have already finished everything earlier or by now. Besides, I will work on thing when I feel like doing so. Isn't it bad? My laziness is the hinder of everything I wanna do sometimes.
And yes, MSN is having unpredictable climax while being screwed today.
30 days to go... Okay, I seriously don't wanna count down the number of days as it tends to make me feel even more insecure about whether I can manage to complete the preparation by time. Blame on my bloody laziness when I could have already finished everything earlier or by now. Besides, I will work on thing when I feel like doing so. Isn't it bad? My laziness is the hinder of everything I wanna do sometimes.
And yes, MSN is having unpredictable climax while being screwed today.