Why is my head so messed up?
Why can't I concentrate - it's only two weeks till the end, and somehow I can't get any of my work done...what the hell is wrong with me?
I know lots of other people are probably going through worse stuff. I guess I'm just not that strong. I'm just so tired...I want to spend a week just reading and working out. I don't want to be a super researcher or be under pressure in a high stakes job all the time. I just want a job that I know how to do and can do well, where I can go home at the end of the day and not keep thinking about the job all night.
Maybe I'm bipolar? I've actually wondered that since I was in about middle school. I don't always feel this way. Sometimes I feel like I can do anything. Like being under stress was what I was built for. But other times, like now, I just want to sleep and watch movies and read and forget about anything else in life.
Yeah...whiny, emotional post. Natural reaction - Jacinda has nothing to whine about; she's got it made. That's what I'd say to myself, what I do say to myself, yell at myself to get back to work because this self-pity is really a self-perpetuating cycle that doesn't make anything better.
Anyway...
I know lots of other people are probably going through worse stuff. I guess I'm just not that strong. I'm just so tired...I want to spend a week just reading and working out. I don't want to be a super researcher or be under pressure in a high stakes job all the time. I just want a job that I know how to do and can do well, where I can go home at the end of the day and not keep thinking about the job all night.
Maybe I'm bipolar? I've actually wondered that since I was in about middle school. I don't always feel this way. Sometimes I feel like I can do anything. Like being under stress was what I was built for. But other times, like now, I just want to sleep and watch movies and read and forget about anything else in life.
Yeah...whiny, emotional post. Natural reaction - Jacinda has nothing to whine about; she's got it made. That's what I'd say to myself, what I do say to myself, yell at myself to get back to work because this self-pity is really a self-perpetuating cycle that doesn't make anything better.
Anyway...