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Oh and one more thing...I hope no one from school is reading this.
So today, I feel really really down, like everyone is pointing at me behind my back, laughing, and laughing.
I hate to admit it but I wanted to be popular. And now none of that really matters anymore. I just need to stop stressing, and take a time out. A time out of life.
I wish I could stop thinking these thoughts that maybe if I died, no one would come to my funeral, no one would care. It would be like nothing had happened. I don't want to think these thoughts, but I can't help it.
Lately I've been becoming an isomniac. I can't sleep until two a.m. I wake up in a cold sweat half an hour later. Somebody take the hate and pain away.
Somebody help me.
So today, I feel really really down, like everyone is pointing at me behind my back, laughing, and laughing.
I hate to admit it but I wanted to be popular. And now none of that really matters anymore. I just need to stop stressing, and take a time out. A time out of life.
I wish I could stop thinking these thoughts that maybe if I died, no one would come to my funeral, no one would care. It would be like nothing had happened. I don't want to think these thoughts, but I can't help it.
Lately I've been becoming an isomniac. I can't sleep until two a.m. I wake up in a cold sweat half an hour later. Somebody take the hate and pain away.
Somebody help me.