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Mar 16, 2003 18:37

Okay, I know I haven't posted in a while..but I've been sort of sad. Well, a close family friend died. She knew she was going to too. She had a brain tumor and didn't want an operation. She was going to go home, but she died while getting ready to go home. It came as a shock to everyone. It made me contemplate about life. How lucky I am to be living here. I guess, it takes such a tragedy for me to realize things...

So, now here I am trying to figure out the reason for me being here, especially with all the rotten karma I'm throwing out. Eh, maybe it's just this dark phase I'm going through..hopefully. If so, I want to grow out of this...

I guess, nothing else is new..for now. I went to the mall today. Boualone, Anna, and me went to go find our semi-formal dresses. I found this really cute one at Rampage, and it fit me!!(it was an x-small). But it's 49.50, and I want to get it for the semi, cuz it was the only one that didn't hang off my shoulders, or have such a plunging neckline. I'll find a picture of it later. I want a date for semi, but I don't know who, since I'm not the datey-ish-ism, person. I'm not a socialite or a loner. So I'm a ..I don't know. but I'm running through a mental list of guys. But the semi's not till April/May/June. Haha, so, I'm not early. Someone got their dress in November. So -sticks tougne out at you-!
-Lots of love-y stuff to you
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